Love Lockdown

"The heart wants what the heart wants but what do you want?"

This was the question i was left with by some fellow i met 11 days ago.sigh.gahh..the two unoffficial love birds have wasted 4 mins plus of my time,blabbering shit and stuff.AISH.my sister is so effin irritating.sigh.i forgot what i wanted to talk about.ah yes.love lockdown's.i'm sure you all have heard of love triangles.i hate them love triangles.they are so complicated and stupid and pointless.and now the problem is,i'm in one.which sucks.completely.i just cried my "big fat eyeballs"(quoted by the jobros) out.so..yeahh.i'm so pissed.i've been in tons of love triangles before but this is the worst i've ever been in cos one of my bestfriends is in it too.its so weird.but the thing is,both of us arent exactly fighting or anything.oots.some random person just poked me in fb and i have no idea who he/she is.back to what i was talking about.we're not fighting or anything but i,ms jealous,as usual is feeling quite peakish.i feel like i'm on the verge of ripping out my own heart.ow.you know,i've got this gut feeling that both of them are gonna run off to some isolated island while i am left alone here in this hell hole.they just seem so perfect for each other.they've got this connection that i dont have.gahh..tears are welling up in my eyes again.sigh.i need to go grocery shopping.for anti-depressants(depressents?).

ciao fellow human beings.